Get Out

I am so angry right now and for no logical reason other than the fact that I can't get a hold of someone. I have not felt like myself for about 3 weeks now and I am about to go insane. First I was emotional in the form of sad and irritated. Then I was turned on for like two days straight. Now I'm just flat out furious. All of this for no apparent reason. I want to punch a wall. It's like I can recognize all of these out of character behaviors and thoughts and yet they won't go away. I'm practically having an out of body experience and want to strangle myself. I am so mad and I can't understand it and now it's about to turn into being really upset and I feel like a stupid teenage girl experiencing the ridiculous ups and downs of the new hormone surge. I feel impatient and immature. I would be able to easily hurt someone's feelings right now in my blind rage because I am just that mad. I am never like this. Somebody inject me with some sort of relaxant because I want to punch things and yell at someone. Actually I think I've figured it out but no that can't be right. I'm just finding things to be mad at. I literally cannot see the positive in one single thing right now. My empathy levels have dropped to zero. I am in a very dark place. Where have I gone.