What a Weirdo

Referring to myself.
I wonder if there's something wrong with me. I'm not really fond of being a girl. It's not hard to imagine why. Periods, carrying and pushing out babies, the social uncalled punishment, being seen as the "weaker sex." I don't know, but I don't feel like a girl in my head. I don't feel like a boy either though. And I don't want to be a boy. But women get very emotional about having to lose their breasts to cancer. I understand being upset about cancer, but if I had to kiss my boobs goodbye, I would not be heartbroken in the slightest. Bras are freaking expensive. I'm just not sure what I am or really what I want to be. I feel like this biological sex thing is only useful for one thing and that's reproducing. I'm not sure why my organs determine what I can and can't do in the eyes of others, what my traits are, how I think, how I respond, and everything else I'm supposed to be. I can't identify. Like yeah I'm attracted to men, but that's pretty much it. I feel weird, and it's weird because I have always felt like this. I haven't really been able to put it into words though when I was younger. Anyway, time to go watch a scary movie.