I Should Have Listened

So I was 17 once (uh duh) and decided to rebel against my parents for a very short period of time. This act of rebellion was dating a 21 year old. Here's the thing though, he wasn't a regular 21 year old. He was about as innocent as a 12 year old girl, and I know this because no one could have kept that act up for that long. I'm going to flat out say it: he was stupid. Intelligence level = 0. He was a really nice person (and he was attractive), but I couldn't stand someone with the intelligence and emotional spectrum of a 10 year old. No, scratch that. I know some pretty smart 10 year olds. Anyway I dumped him and he was crushed. I know because he called me bawling like I ruined his life. Okay I sound really mean, but we didn't date for very long so his deep emotional attachment seemed a bit strange. Two years pass and I wonder how he is. And now we're here...
Let's make a list of things that have changed completely:

• You drink. A lot. And talk about getting "fucked up." I know why you do it. The same reason a 12 year old would - to look cool. Your liver loves you.
• You talk about women like they're not humans or that they owe you something. You expect a romantic relationship with any girl that talks to you or flirts with you. This one bothers me the most. I quote, "There's some great ass in here tonight!" & "If you come to a dancehall and already have a boyfriend PLEASE DONT COME!" Girls aren't pieces of meat. I hope they all reject you for being shallow.
• Your respect for humans in general has decreased tremendously. 
• Remember how you said you hated that country style? That awkward moment when you spend most of your time doing that sort of thing now. Probably for social interaction because of the next point.
• You got kicked out of your own band. The one you started from scratch. Good job. 
• You follow me on twitter. With your current state of maturity and respect, I wouldn't even try to be friendly. 

What I learned: Same idiot, different attitude towards life. He took a turn for the worse. I should have listened to my parents. I wouldn't be writing this if I did. 

I really need to make a positive post. I'm think after Sunday morning I should be feeling pretty good because I get to talk to an awesome person. Gah I'm excited now. 

MFW I think about it